only through those time, i came to know who God is. i experienced His closeness, His peace, and His joy that cannot be taken away. it was a time of cleansing, purifying....where all the complexity of life reduced itself to one simple hope. He got my earnest attention but i was on the greater receiving end.
i miss my days of sufferings. those are precious moments where i truly lived. now i am craving for them.
i simply cant stand mediocrity and complacency.
celebrate suffering. dont avoid it. you dont know what you are missing out.
what can my enemy possibly do to me when i am completely fearless of suffering?